Amnesia

 Amnesia


I wake up one day,

I have no memories,

I forgot who I am.


I see things,

Move my eyes,

Here and there,

It’s just the same visual,

With my eyes closed,

I don’t understand them,

It’s either light or darkness.

I see people,

I don’t recognise them.


I hear sounds,

People speak,

But to me,

They are just some sounds.


People touch me,

But I just know it’s a touch,

As insignificant,

As the air surrounding me.


Do I think?

I know not…

I smile, I talk, I nod my head,

My past memory came in flashes,

And vanished within no time.


Am I of any significance?

The world seems alien to me.

Or am I an alien to the world?

Am I a blank page?

Well… who am I?


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